What i Made ....

Towering up , Through what I can See and Visualize , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , I made , for me , by me .

Rising through , Depths of deepest trenches and caves , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , I made , for me , by me .



Oh! How can I see , What I built for me , by me ,

When thy vision , blinded by apathy incessantly.



Oh! How can I feel , What i touch , built for me , by me ,

When thy refuses , the touch from inside I.



Growing up , the ages all - instants , time-flies incessantly , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , I made , for me , by me .

Expanding through , space-volume , domains look , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , I made , for me , by me .



Oh! How can i grow old , when transient is eternity , in I ,

And i refuse to accept the divinity of my humanity.



Oh! How can i quantify , the (w)hole of I , when domains expand ,

in ethereal bliss ,

And I Shrink enlighteningly.


Standing tall , through any diversion growing in bounty , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , i built for me , by me .

Balancing the mortal skate , through terrain abnormalia in history , and beyond ,

Lie those pillars , i built for me ,by me.





Oh! How can I grow , quantify , see , feel ,

What thy built , for me , by me , when thy vision is unseeen within I.



Oh! How can I grow , quantify , see , feel ,

What thy built , for me , by me so inherent , in geometric conformity..


Then , realizing the lines that draw around , and circle overhead , in the heathen ,

the whisper from the pillars , grounded through soil , speak -


" Only I can hold 'my' Time .

Only I can hold 'my' Space.

Only I can hold 'my' Me.

Only I can hold 'my' I.

Only I can hold 'my' Light. "...................




Looking around inside-outside 'a' placidly ,

Finding the light , liberation and universe ,

Outlet deserved and fear dissolved , To let Everyone else , Be.


P.S : The part of a line which reads as " the divinity of my humanity " inspired or rather, flat out, ripped off the song LATERALUS by TOOL.It fit in perfectly with what i felt , and had in mind , and added to the flow of the poem :).One of the most brilliant pieces of modern music ever written , the lyrics are just like woah !!!.please go , read and listen to it. TOOL FOREVER. Cheers !