come through to me.

many a time we walked through blue ,

few stones we stepped on were new ,

a distant home we built for two ,

dear , why did you do cease to come through ?



raging winds we fought and grew ,

rain and hail we stood them through ,

a beautiful life filtered in residue ,

dear , why did you cease to come through ?



on the shores we sat and drew ,

castles of sand we built anew ,

seagulls soared and waved to us two ,

dear , why did you cease to come through ?



memories of us still linger in dew ,

from first of touch to last rue ,

all the dreams weft to brew ,

dear , why did you cease to come through ?



and...



now, as you're going away to rest ,

i forever will remain grief's guest ,

so ,let me join you in this quest ,

dear , let me tread this path onto you .



and ,shades of colours once bright ,

now are ambient strains of plight ,

so , let me stay under your sight ,

dear, let me be your shadow for true.



and, seasons no longer change vests ,

as our home forever awaits your a-dress ,

so, let me cross this boundary of flesh ,

Dear , let me come through to you ,thence....

After-Rest

i come here to live this time , but

my mind beckons to a distant chime ,

a prisoner of this malign disease ,

when will i come to a new release ?



" i have had enough of myself ,

i am going to rid it. "





i sit and listen in all my might , as

my mind feeds fables from lost nights ,

a passing whim i thought would cease ,

when will i read from a new leaf ?



"i have had enough of myself ,

i am going to rid it."



i smile at the ageing of time , as

my mind basks in the greying lines ,

a life-like thesis in living hands ,

when will i truly cross this crease ?



"i have had enough of myself ,

i am going to rid it."



and ,as i take my last forced breaths ,

a reason i find to end this test , as

a voice in rapture i hear which says ,

a happy journey awaits me , after rest ?