New Leaf.

A new leaf.A new perspective.A new perception to everything moving and not moving around , to everything that can be seen and not.This how i have changed in the past few months.Yes , the green leaves had their role to play in it , showing both sides of the coin which i always thought was biased , blame thy mind.it always did show both the faces ,but i was blinded by the negativity which was so imprinted throughout, forcefully in me , by me. :).

Anyways , 'change' is beauiful and the incense of time , i have come to realize.How i have changed within a span of 20 days , i dont know.Its like a miracle.My entire outlook towards life , the universe and whatever has changed , courtesy the combination of health and mental trauma of my excessive " green leafing " :D and my stay at home , where i could sit down and actually think. i know i am putting 'green leaf' in a bad state but , it was my fault , my body incapable of handling excess of them and the 'pot' we smoked was , basically a combination of various forms of green coloured excreta and leaves and grass and whatever mixed with horse tranquillizers. I believe since , Marijuana or Cannabis is a part of nature , it has two sides to it and , you the beholder have the power to choose. anyways , chill !!!

So like i was saying , compared to my previous self - which was a third-person prisoner of mind ,since the time i could count + escapist from anything new plus loads of other blah ; the current me is a good example of 'change'.Yes , I reek of positive vibes and can see the reason and place for everything in my own little way , still coming back to my old self sometimes ,but thats mortal of course :) , & connecting the dots , the patterns and the vibes from everything around ,is much more simpler and beautiful , like child's play.Yes , i feel like a child at 21 years of age , exploring everything , i have already seen before , finding my own answers to things i know and be satisfied with my new ones.That is something and it gives me a temporary elevation defying gravity. :D In short - tweety,tweety,tweety.

My Philosophy - This entire , realm ,universe , whatever is an illusion and we are the dream man.So just follow the dots and do what thou wilt.I have come to realize that.The connections played by the others,wrongly sometimes , following the mind , will get in your way but relenting is only a thought to be wiped.So i believe, i have to take that step ,which is right , defying my sensory upheaval of inertia , so accustomed to sitting there , and just do it , keep going , oh! i can use so man y adjectives here , man !!!!

anyways, live your illusion the way your child is aaaaand child is the father of man , haha , inner child. :)

Cheers !!!

P.S : The Universe is inside-outside you.Vice-Versa. and this post should have been made around the last week of December , 2010.But Time Flies.