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i want to scrape the skin on me,to reveal what is inside.
i want to be stoned to death,to see what the stones have to say.
i want to be whipped,to taste the biterness.
i want to eat the air,to feel solid just enough.
i want to fall off somewhere high,to see the impact it makes on the ground.
i want to write ,to see what the ink has to say.
i want to cry ,to read the message those salts in tears leave behind.
i want to be burnt by the sun,to see what the light has to say.
i want to be eaten by the blackhole,to be engulfed into infinty.
i want to believe in time,and see it ticking for a reason.
i want to dig the earth,to see the soil give me a smile.
i want to believe despite that unbelievably strong sinking feeling.